My next RE appointment is in two days... November 1st, also the day that marks 8 full months of trying. Normally I get really excited about my appointments and more optimistic as they get closer. However, I still feel hopeless. I'm telling myself that I need to be optimistic and that it's time to get excited about this cycle, but no matter how often I give myself pep-talks I still feel down.
I've cried at least once everyday for the past 12 days. Some days I cried multiple times and other days I forced myself to not cry multiple times. This process is suppose to be fun and exciting but instead it's making me feel angry, sad, and lonely day after day.
Maybe I'll feel better after leaving my appointment on Monday.
No comments:
Post a Comment