Awaiting our Next RE Appointment

We have our next appointment with the RE on Monday, November 1st.  Right now I'm not feeling very optimistic...  I'm hoping that after meeting with the RE on Monday and getting a plan in place for our IUI I'll be more excited but for now I feel pretty hopeless.  As much as I'd like to believe that it will happen for us right now I simply have no hope.  I'm sure it will return with time, but for now I'm feeling very defeated and crushed.