AF surprised me yesterday. I'm doing surprisingly well considering another month has come and gone and we are still sitting in the same place we've been. Babyless. I think the reason I'm doing OK with this is that we're moving forward with some next steps. I'm in the process of scheduling my HSG test to check my tubes and will have a post-coital test soon, too. The post-coital will tell us if we need to move to IUI or not. Even if it doesn't show that we need an IUI for success I think I'm still going to push for it. The success rate is only 25%, which is up from a success rate of about 20% for TI. That makes me slightly nervous because I know I'll expect it to work on the first time and will be disappointed if it doesn't, but it's worth a try!
I've recently considered telling my mom what's been going on. My husband and I spent a lot of time talking about different ways that we might surprise our families when we tell them we are expecting. This is the only reason why I don't want to tell my mom. I really, really look forward to having it be a complete surprise, but at the same time I feel that it would be helpful to just talk to my mom about it. At the same time (I know, I'm all over the place here) I'm worried that she'll either say the wrong thing and stress me out more or constantly ask me about it, which would just add on the pressure that I've already put on myself. We'll see... I go back and forth so much.
On another note, I don't think I've had a chance yet to say how amazing my husband is. Yes, I vent about him and get frustrated with him, as every wife does with her husband I'm sure, but I do love him very much. He's by far the most amazing person in my life and my best friend. I feel so blessed and lucky to have found such an amazing person to spend the rest of my life with. I can't say enough good things about him!
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