Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Happy Birthday To Me!

Several months ago I agreed with myself that it would be ok if I was pregnant by my birthday.  I decided that would be ok and I can wait a few more months for that BFP if it meant it'd be a birthday surprise.  Well, obviously that isn't happening, but other good things are!  I have my HSG scheduled for Friday morning.   I'm excited about it because I'm ready to get more answers, but with that I'm also slightly terrified that they are going to give me devastating news.  I'm trying not to think about it too much; Friday morning will be here before I know it and I'll either get good news or bad news then!

Along with that we have our first RE appointment on Monday!!  My doctor's office called me to schedule a post-coital and after asking a few questions she decided it was time to make a referral.  I'm excited to meet with a specialist and see what our next steps will be IF this isn't our month (but I'm still hoping this is our month!!!)  I'm also having my first acupuncture treatment on Tuesday (my birthday).  It's something I had been thinking about for a few months but the last time I brought it up to my hubby he suggested waiting and that it didn't seem necessary yet.  When one of his coworkers got pregnant after 15 months of trying, she told DH that they had tried acupuncture and the HSG the month she got pregnant.  With that news DH was fully supportive of me trying acupuncture.

We also spent some time talking about how the time since we started TTC has flown by when we look back on it.  Of course every day seems like it drags and each week feels incredibly long, but the fact that we've been at this for almost 7 months is hard to believe.  Yet at the same time I feel like this has been going on FOREVER!!!

I'm looking forward to the next several days, between our appointments and moving forward, and just having some good quality time to spend with my husband!!

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